Tuesday, February 06, 2007 '
haiz... stupid first 3 month.. zzz... stupid father.. watch anime also cannot.. thn say i keep watching and onli know how to go online.. play.. or watch anime.. thn those are the onli things that i know how to do.. haiz... siann.. how i wish.. i gt a room.. my own room.. my own com.. my own hi fi system.. and ALL the keys to my room.. so i can lock myself inside.. and not be bothered by them.. haiz... frst 3 month.. hw load also not so much la.. thn sae.. it is not all abt ur hw.. muz do more thn ur hw.. WTF?! do wad shit la.. do so much also practice.. i can practice in school la.. thn wan mi to do wad.. first sae i cannot play com on week days.. i siann half le.. thn i in jc.. in jc means muz always do work meh?! sae till.. muz study all the time.. i watch anime also not so often la.. 1 and a half hour every week!.it is considered so little time.. is that realli too much? haiz.. my results also show him liao.. but he see mi nv study not happi.. thn sae muz self study?? wtf.. school study at home play.. cannot ar?! muz follow u everywhere and show u that i am studying issit?! i at home also cannot study.. gt bro.. gt sis.. gt com.. gt guitar.. gt internet.. so much distraction.. if i am alone at home.. i dun mind.. i am okay with it la.. haiz.. i study also for a short while before i am distacted.. i might as well dun study.. if i wan to study also muz be in the top condition to study la.. if in school tell mi study i dun mind la.. coz i nth to do.. and school is the best place to study.. gt friends to ask qn.. gt lib to find info.. and.. no games and distraction.. haiz... siann la.. wan to give up on JC soon.. dun wan first 3 month le.. can play.. can do this can do that.. dun care abt parents.. wad freedom.. haiz...