Monday, May 28, 2007 '
haiz... nth to sae.. juz getting siann.. and here it goes again.. haiz.. nvm... forget it.. went to watch spiderman3 today.. thn.. the camera thingy sux at first.. but it got better.. coz.. if it is to continue.. i may puke!..causing mi dizzyness.. went well.. last 2nd row.. at the side.. the toilet lights are distracting.. show ended at 5+.. thn went home.. coz.. get home about 5.30.. haha.. so kin.. well i think i will be disappearing these few days.. haha.. busy.. no time.. haiz.. so long nv go and turn my WMP on le.. haha.. now listening to some christian songs.. still abit tired tho.. but i should be alright.. well.. for the physical part.. haha.. i am tired.. very tired.. but i choose not to do anything although i am given the choice..
Sunday, May 27, 2007 '
oh... finally back... K.O-ed! night cycling.. after the CI BTC.. cool sia.. rush down.. thn no more food.. !!nvm.. heng gt bike for mi sia.. thn see chicken wing go peng kang.. thn not even opened.. =.=! no one eats chicken wing?!?! oh well.. nvm... btw.. the chicken wing finished in abt 1 hour(include bbq time) =X thn someone dunno y go ki siaoo.. drink 4 cans.. LOL.. stupid.. make mi stay in the chalet.. scared he ltr bash pple up.. thn he finally went to sleep at 3.. zzz... but still we went.. coz gt 2 pple i trust there.. to pin him down if something happens.. thn pulled some pple go out and cycle.. wa.. matt was with us also.. haha.. but then.. i think his bicycle.. or he today very tired.. kant ride.. so.. we went out le.. half way turn back.. after that.. SI sae hungry so need to bring her go out makan.. thn she sae she dun dare ride bicycle..!! wa.. bo bian..psycho also cannot work.. she scared turn left and right.. haiz.. so.. no choice.. have to bring her along on my bicycle.. at first.. keep screaming.. but then.. starting to enjoy.. lol.. have to lead and carry passenger.. wa.. first time sia.. thn go makan.. use 3 lock 2 lock 10 bicycle.. thn.. they all wan go out.. tell mi bring them out.. thn ok lor.. sae wan go red house.. thn see le go back... zzz... thn some went in the rest tell mi to bring them to the 2 ends of the pasir ris park.. haha.. but.. those distance was not enough to waste the whole morning.. so how? no choice lor.. go back check on them... thn WAD ThE HECK!! all SLEEPING?! in that small chalet?!!!!!!!?!!!!!!! nvm.. nth to saw.. in the end.. 2 pple sleep outside.. haha.. while i go play majong.. =X.. see my cards.. siann half.. all mix mix.. how to win.. nvm.. decided to play.. 'shi san hu' well gt 11 of them.. 2 more!! argh!!.. thn morning.. go to church.. thn daniel call mi.. tell mi faster go.. coz need help with mic.. k lor.. rushed down.. haha.. ahhh.... my legs now cannot feel le.. palms quite painful.. touch the bicycle chain 2 times sia.. coz.. pple chain come out.. no choice.. dirty my hands.. thn in church le.. doing everything.. kant realli focus.. unless i gt my eyes closed.. but.. kant.. i close my eyes.. and poom!.. i will be sleeping on the floor.. so.. stand up.. thn the thing end le.. waiting for the change.. i help them do le.. thn wait for the thing to finish.. but... in the end.... zzzz..... nvm.. wake up.. the worship over.. thn i mute le.. went out.. in the place.. wan to sleep but kant.. zzz...!!! finally took back my external HDD from daniel.. haha.. thanx ar.. copy the songs.. haha.. enjoy.. thn at the chalet.. i saw my fav. SONG CI!!... CHANG HONG!!!!!!(i think wrong spelling..) haha.. thn after church.. saw someone.. but feel so bad.. coz.. ps le her.. sry.. real sry..
Friday, May 18, 2007 '
haiz... irritated... but dunno irritated by wad.. pissed but dunno pissed at wad.. argh... stupid sia.. today went to play pool.. something wrong sia.. win bird so many rounds.. something wrong with mi.. =.=! play for abt 1 hour++ but.. play alot of rounds.. thn suicide 1 round.. lost to him 1 round.. the rest won.. oh... haha.. thn go home.. siann.. also dunno y walk so slowly home.. seldom walk so slowly de.. thn come home le.. also nth to do.. go polish boots.. but also nv last long.. lost patience.. siann.. very fast dun feel like doing anything le.. thn now.. still gt shirt to dry.. haiz.. so not myself lately.. distracted in class.. also dunno by wad.. thn the teacher teaching i dunno i doing wad sia.. thn the math teacher like angry with mi like that.. haiz.. but.. from her attitude.. it is more like.. i know the steps.. i know wad to do.. but i have to juz do it to get the ans.. (which i am lazy at).. lost the attitude and momentum in my studies.. also dunno wad i wan.. i wan to top.. but.. top and not work hard?! nah.. not possible.. john is working hard.. everyone else is.. but mi?? juz a slacker.. chatting during lectures.. playing.. distracted.. sms-ing.. haiz... so tired.. sleep in the afernoon also cannot.. coz.. later in the night i will be so awake.. that i cannot go back to sleep.. and at the end.. sleep at 12++.. worse.. next day 6 again.. tired.. cannot focus.. lazy.. wad else.. haiz..tml gt the stupid CI course.. thn need to prepare.. but i am not prepared.. mab i shld have gone to TPJC.. i wun lose my focus.. there.. affected by the peers around mi.. thn skateboarding recently.. staying back in school to play.. too much distraction.. taking up my time.. a lot of time.. and left mi complaining.. not enuf time.. thn at night. that 1 game also cannot be a proper game.. haiz... hopeless sia... lost all my optimistism.. well i guess i will be staying 'invis' for some time.. quite mi.. juz need my mp3 player.. or hp.. or laptop.. haiz... now still gt so many things do.. gt the pants to alter.. the shirt to wash and dry.. by 6 tml.. crazzy.. fuked up stuff sia.. brother anyhow take my shirt.. =.=! my one and onli shirt which i can wear to the CIBTC and.. he wore it.. and worse complain somemore.. thn always choose the so'right time' to call mi or sms mi.. i am realli pissed off.. i also dunno wad i wan.. i dunno wad i wan to do.. dun wan to be pissed coz.. it is not good.. but.. pissed off.. will tio complain.. that i always shout at pple.. haiz... wan to play... also no mood to play.. no friends to play with.. play alone.. i rather go do something more useful.. haiz... juz feel like sleeping.. haiz... tml my bro b'day.. or else i will go and drink sia.. oh ya.. still gt some stupid letter to write to the CII.. irritating sia they.. =.= i wan to sleep.. but.. kant.. have to wait for my parents to come home.. or not tml kanna.. now onli 10:14.. siann.. 1 more hour before they come back.. also dunno wad to do sia.. haiz... God bless mi..
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 '
eh... afternoon polishing boots thn.. haha.. thn.. my bots finally shine!!.. well to my standard at least.. but.. still long way to go.. jia you!!.. thn now receive some funny sms.. dun wan to state from hu.. and wad it's content is.. but hor.. aiya.. so many funny thing happen.. thn i dun wish to receive a funny e mail now.. or not i nth to sae sia.. the lecture that time sleeping sia... zzz... boring teacher.. with words that no one could ever understand... zzz... talking abt game the whole time la.. lol.. thn still charging hp in school.. haiz... next time bring electric kettle to school use le lor.. zzz... use the A.C there to charge no one cares.. next time.. bring milo or tea bag.. thn bring kettle cook hot water.. bring sugar to sweeten it abit.. mayb a coffee maker would be good.. =.=! haha..
Sunday, May 13, 2007 '
oh... i can post.. i tot gt error.. haha.. nvm.. yay.. getting near to death.. haha.. tml gt school.. thn in church stay at hall 10 the whole day.. busy here busy there.. as usual.. but.. now gt the CI course on sat.. so.. sometime.. the following sunday wun be going.. haha.. i gt good CII for my ci course.. haha.. all treat us so well.. i nv bring collar lapel.. they lend mi.. =X.. nv punish mi somemore.. how good sia.. but denn... i feel bad.. hai them ma fan abt my stuff.. thn these few days... keep gaming.. dunno y.. i also no hw.. thn go home onli game le.. haiz... cannot like that la.. zzz.... the max is 1 game per day.. no more.. mmuz restrict myself.. thn the canoeing training.. also haven gone.. haha.. pon.. i also dunno for wad.. i think i am lazy ba.. now.. i also gt nth to do.. today mother day.. haha... wish all da mothers... and wad a good mother i have.. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.. =) once a year.. haha.. thn the church sermon.. er.... also dunno wad she talking abt.. but nvm.. now hoping for the holiday to faster come.. thn i muz work hard le.. cannot keep slacking le.. muz get first.. that is the target.. haha.. so many things going on in june... BUT.. i also dunno when my holiday.. i juz hope that it wun clash with the SML.. coz.. realli need pple to come and helpp out in the PA team.. lack of pple.. thn now.. i like the onli one doing la.. oh well.. i guess.. that is how it is ba.. hoping to see pple grow.. juz like mi.. haha.. oh well.. gtg..
Monday, May 07, 2007 '
haiz... haiz... haiz... MY WALLET!!.. :'( nv lose it for dunno how many years le.. thn lost it today haiz... siann.. but.. haha no worries.. not gonna worry about it.. haha.. oh well.. hope that i can find it back.. somehow.. lol.. or else i also cannot go canoeing or not i can camp at Sp le.. MY WALLET.. i wan my wallet.. haiz... all da cards inside.. i dun wan to lose it.. but if it is lost.. thn it is okay.. take it as a lesson learnt.. =) God bless mi..
Thursday, May 03, 2007 '
haiz.. today school..also dunno wad to sae.. morning the lesson end at 11 so the class decided to go and play lan.. haha..play till all da crapp sia.. haiz.. thn the afternoon lesson.. rushed there..distracted and tired.. also dunno y.. oh well.. the math teacher ended math early.. coz it is 3 hours..and it is killing everyone.. haiz.. i dun wan that to happen.. but.. the fact that he told mi means that he trust mi.. and i dun wan to lose anyone's trust.. i am so screwed.. haiz.. well i am given a choice.. but i choose the otr one.. sry.. but anything that i promise i will do it.. or else.. i wun make a promise.. dun be angry with him.. i am in the wrong for not stopping him.. but.. i also dun wan to stop him from his decision.. haiz.. i also dunno wad to do.. haiz.. everything is juz so happening at the wrong time.. juz hopes it doesn't distract anyone.. finally.. i am sry..
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 '
haiz.. screwed up.. as always.. haiz.. so many things.. yet none of them is dealed with.. all i can sae is sry.. haiz.. i also dun wan that to happen.. but.. some things are juz inevitable.. paper also cannot wrap fire.. haiz.so sry..