haiz... this lack of sleep is killing mi in ALOT of ways... first.. my lessons i kant concentrate.. second.. go school busy sleeping.. third.. something bad.. oh well.. those hu are involved will know.. sry.. pple.. i juz.. dunno wad i am doing.. pardon mi.. i also dunno wad i saying.. i dun wan u to be angry.. well i know u dun wan to hear mi sae 'sry' but.. i still have to sae it.. i juz dun wan wad happened to happen again.. and.. i am sry.. for saying anything that day also..(sunday).. haiz.. i did reali tell u the reason y i wan to go changi.. but.. i have my reasons.. matthew will know it.. but.. i trusted him not to sae.. i juz dun wan u to worry abt mi going to changi.. and y changi of all places.. it is because.. last time i have my cell there.. and... there are other reasons.. oh well.. but since it came to this.. i also confused now.. i kant get to sleep altho i am very, very tired.. hope for a good rest tonight.. and.. i am sry for wad i said.. now i also dunno wad to do.. i am very tired liao.. going off.. mayb coming tml to cont.. God bless..